My Way of Listening Mukesh: April 2010

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Way of Listening Mukesh…

Background:

I believe that my life’s driving force is only sad emotions inhaled by me by voice of Great Mukesh…

No Life with out sad emotions…

There can be ... No Life with out sad emotions…

So This things are not for persons... who do not believe in the power of sad emotions in Life.

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I am Great Fan of Mukesh

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I Love Mukesh
My World with Mukesh
Let me Introduce you my virtual world ….in which I enter when I gets exposed to words of Mukesh…
If you are emotional…you will be able to enter into my world…..other wise….it will be an unsuccessful attempt for you…..
Are you ready to enter….then kindly proceed….and make an sincere effort to read it ….with your imagination power…..
I promise you…. my experience of world….will help you to create your own world……..with some one…..to whom who are loving most.
Don’t forget to share it with me….even if it is personal….
So
Make an attempt to enter…

Listen in relaxed manner

Listen in relaxed manner
I am listening …
alone lying relaxed in bed just let the voice of Mukesh get pierced into my ears….&…..enters into my heart…and come out from eyes in the form of tears…

Let me… be alone…

Let me… be alone…

I am listening …
imagining as I am sitting near the lake listening song of mukesh…..it is dark….. very dark….I am not able to see Lake water also…. Just the only sensation I am feeling is the emotions….. of mukesh voice…..nothing else.

Some song I listen…lying in a small boat…which is in the center of lake…and not moving in forward direction…just swinging a little bit… My eyes are closed and I am just listening and listening the voice of Mukesh

Feel the emotions…

Feel the emotions…

I am listening …

I am high in sky just lying on black cloud which has recently emptied after heavy thundered shower….I am lying on it…..Cloud is moving slowly & shaking me along with dard of mukesh…..no fear to fall down…...even that thought does not comes into my mind….I am just listening….and listening…….

I am high in the sky swinging in a swing slowly with the voice of mukesh…

Let me listen…and listen…and…

Let me listen…and listen…and…

I am listening …
I am lying deep into the sea at it’s base…...total dark blue to black .water ………..pressure is tremendous…….but I am comfortable as I am listening songs alone…...no human to disturb me…..,I am not afraid of sea creature…...I do not care….whether I am breathing or not…..I am just listening through sound waves……my will is to dye when my all cells of body gets full of mukesh voice….&….I am satisfied……..but my heart started getting saturated by mukesh voice is not willing to stop…..it keeps on beating along the sentiments & emotions of songs of mukesh…and….I remains alive & is listening….&listening…

Mukesh and I sings in a single voice

I am Listening….

As I listens recorded song of Mukesh……most of the time……and slowly….and slowly….I starts singing with Mukesh as if it’s soul is entered into me…..

And now along with soul of Mukesh I am singing a song…

I Listen Mukesh alive…

I am listening…
I am listening to Mukesh with such a passion that my unintentional efforts…….give me chance to listen Mukesh alive……
Mukesh singing exclusively for me only….. and I am the only listener…..
Mukesh singing exclusively for me only….. what a great feeling….

I tries to get saturated by voice of Mukesh

I am listening…
I am standing in a Dark glass cube …..relaxed…with railing on one wall…

Then I starts audio of a single chosen song for that particular cube…

Audio Player is in “repeat mode’…meaning repeat the song again and again….

As I Goes on listening & listening Mukesh’s voice…It feels like water soaked with Mukesh’s voice is starting to touch my body….and starts rising from by toe to knee & further higher & higher…

I goes on listening till my complete body gets under water soaked by great voice of Mukesh….

I do not want to miss this opportunity to get fully absorbed by voice of Mukesh…..

No more tears…

I am listening…

I listen to a particular song alone in a closed room…..tears starts weeping…..I never mop them….let them stop spontaneously…...

I repeat the song & same story of weeping tears repeats…..

I replays the song till weeping come down to trickle…..

I keep on replaying the song till water from my eyes…dries….and no more tears….

I am now the part of that song….or that song is the part of my soul…..

Not listening Mukesh

Not listening Mukesh
I am listening…
I am so passionate about mukesh voice that while driving the car now ….I have stopped to listen songs of Mukesh…..as weeping tears blurs my vision……I am not able to listen horns of other vehicles…. …..
Now though I am driving using my conditional reflexes…….my conscious mind wins over subconscious mind…….and conscious mind threatens me regarding likely accidental death.
…….which I do not wish….as I have not listened Mukesh even 10%.....meaning still 90 % is left……..

My wish

I am listening…..

I may not be so lucky to dye with out knowing to me….when I am dying…..so my humble request to a person near me during my end is to play my favorite songs of mukesh when I am lying to dye….
I know that...that can delay my death but I am pretty sure my soul will rest in piece….with soul of Mukesh……

By which way I returns to real world?....

By which way I returns to real world?....

When
And somebody stops the Audio Player & I returns to my real world….
And somebody decreases the sound & I returns to my real world….
And somebody physically shakes me & I returns to my real world….
And somebody accompanies me…slowly…. I returns to my real world….
And somebody whom I love most whispers at me… I returns to my real world….

Footnote- Any person pretend to be great fan of mukesh than me…I salute him……